LOST AND KINDA SAD :(

So today was the day i had to go directly to the college to see if i could apply to the course i wanted to do (Media Production extended diploma level 3) but after a long bus journey and half an hour in the college itself, turns out the course is full which makes no sense since my ex head of sixth form rung up and they said they had loads of places available!!!! PISS TAKE!.

Now i have no idea what to do with myself anymore -.- kinda bummed out, they said i could apply again but on their website then id be put on a waiting list for next year but i dno yet, it really need to talk it over with people -.- UUUUGH! nothing that comes my way can be easy can it?!

Trying to apply for college!!!! STRESS!!!

So over the past week or two iv been trying to apply for this course my sixth form found for me, with me passing my first year in media they found me a course that will take on people with a AS/A2 level for a year but actually 'applying' for the course has been testing my nerves, there is a massive processes i have to go through but i have no idea what im doing so im having to go back into my old sixth form to go see out careers adviser and go through the application. EFFORT!!!! but the course is something i really want to do (Its a media productions diploma level three) so im having to prepare for a shit long day tomorrow -_- UUUGH! wish me luck.