Showing posts with label my channel. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my channel. Show all posts

Saturday, 4 October 2014

Updated my YouTube thumbnails

So over the past few days iv been feeling really down and gloomy so i thought of a few things that could of distracted me but they didn't work so i was on YouTube early int he morning and thought these thumbnails need a makeover, bare in mind this took me about 5 hours to do all 8.

To show you the damage i did here is a few i loved doing, (i love them all but these are my favorite)




UPDATE ON MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL: At the moment im having technical difficultys, meaning im having to try and get a new camera so it may take me a little while to get back in the swing of things but i have SO many ideas lined up ready to go!!! :) Hope you stick around for it xxxxx MY CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmGIFHLC2OecRV2vGdTHT2w

Saturday, 6 September 2014

I Left Sixth Form!!!!

So on Wednesday this week was the day i went back to transition into year 13 don't get me wrong i loved doing my AS levels last year but this year i just thought to myself "why the hell am I coming back to this hell hole" due to the fact i didn't like my sixth form, only to find that when we went into my old form room that my form tutor told me that I have to resit year 12, i don't really know why exactly but i have a feeling its something stupid, at the time i wanted to cry because iv done all that work for nothing and having all my friends go into the year above and leave my on my own with new sixth formers is something i didn't want, but to be honest i haven't enjoyed myself all that much in sixth form because id hate every minuet in school and my anxiety got really bad to the point where id panic in crowed places or if i had to go into a classroom full of people i didn't know and at that time id really start to not like myself and resent the people around me (except my group of friends) so i left. I really fell like i kinda did the right thing in a way but not at the same time, i just wanna focus on getting my head right, focus on my YouTube channel and hopefully find a job -.- Hope io didnt bore you with this story ^-^ xxxx